seeing some things making me put a raise…

seeing some things making me put a raise on my falling spirit and hoping and praying it keeps rising

I WOULDN’T HAVE

I WOULDN’T HAVE
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish I could turn the hands of time
to that time I altered my first cry
crying to the cruel world
for separating me from my one love.
I would wish you were there,
for if you had been
I wouldn’t have cried
for I would have known
that you’ll be there
and I would have been glad
to be out of the womb
for all I felt while I was there
Is what I feel now with you?

A SOUND FROM YOU

A SOUND FROM YOU
A sound from you
Is like a ray of light
In a dark dungeon
Illuminating the heart
Of the inhabitant.

There’s no dark creek
Hidden from your love
And if the water gets troubled
Your love says peace be still.
It’s your devotion that makes it still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Giving me more than a sound
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
Your love is the ultimate roof

all I can say for now is
Thank you, my love
For staying and holding on
Even when I was a shadow
For supporting me, my life
I’ll do the same for you, you know,

Devil and Angel

you are cool, no denying that.
you are a stunner, I’ve never stopped hearing that anytime i pull out your picture.
how could i have allowed you to slip through my fingers they all say, maybe because you were tired of staying and i couldn’t tie you down for you are a grown man and I’m but a little child.
so with tears in my eyes i watched you slip away. you never for once looked back as i watched your back till you disappeared.

now, you want to come back maybe because we never know the importance of what we have til we loose it. you’ve gone on a parade and now want to return to the comfort of the home you neglected a long time ago. because of the scorching sun that has now started to beat you on the parade ground you now seek the shade of the palm that used to be home.

but sorry to shock you, this palm tree is no longer free for you. you are no longer worthy to be the master of this house. You’ve gone for so long and things are no longer the way they used to be. this garden now has a new owner and it’s doing darm well without your tender-rough hand.

And for those that have decided to plead on your behalf, they are doing a wonderful job almost making me believe things can go back to the time when we were truly one, when our hearts were united and beat to a single rhythm. they tell me the devil i know is better than the angel i don’t know but i want to let them know (but you are allowed to listen) that this angel has become my life and i want to have the chance to know him. you were once an angel before you became a nightmare. i need a chance to get to know this angel without your interference. i don’t need to compare him to you or you to him for he is one in a million and second to none. so i’ll say this and it would be said just once and once only “GET OFF MY FACE AND GO BACK TO THE HELL YOU CAME FROM SINCE YOUR FRIENDS SAY YOU ARE THE DEVIL I KNOW” because i want to dwell in heaven and get to know this angel that i do not yet know.

i do not blame you for anything, what should have been, what was and what wasn’t but I’ll blame you if you keep popping in my face and making me put you beside the perfect gift I’m trying to nurture. please don’t make me blame you.

Hello world!